jueves, 18 de octubre de 2018

martes, 16 de octubre de 2018

/more inscriptions on the third page of 'the underdogs'.
/defining people with three words.
"the only possible education for Art is infection. to Lucía, barbaric underdog."


domingo, 14 de octubre de 2018

/the only living boy in barcelona.
"the only living boy in barcelona (...) psychoanalysts know it very well. the best treatment for the disease of the past is to confront it through conversation, writing, art... writing a book is killing the past, snatching away the influence it has over us. hablo desde dentro de mi cuerpo, irrepetible decadencia, irrepetible libertad."


sábado, 13 de octubre de 2018

/more inscriptions on the third page of 'the underdogs'.
/I've already lost count of how many books I've given away. 
/defining people with three words.
"to Adela, able to live in the world for years and never become the world"


/the brotherhood. 
/excerpt from 'cannibalism PhD', a story about a couple eating each other.

/four hands drawings while waiting at the restaurant.
/te jodes she said.

jueves, 11 de octubre de 2018

miércoles, 10 de octubre de 2018

/letter to Lawrence Ferlinguetti (sent with "the underdogs").
/personal message written in the 3rd page of the book censored.
"dear Lawrence,
  there is something heroic about writing; we give the text the possibility of telling the truth! some day we’ll pay for so much happiness. writing is an obsessive-compulsive thing. like hunger, which must be sated, the writing of one more book does not bring an end to the longing. hence, it is the recurrent experience what matters. writing is dreams deferred, it feels like starving.
  “LONELY OLD COURAGE-TEACHER”, sending you my book is a simple way to say thank you. it has never been published, and I don’t care if it ever is. just finishing it feels like the summit, or like my youth. we writers, we always rehearse the end of the world. this is it. 



/letters to an unknown addressee.

martes, 9 de octubre de 2018

/maybe maybe yeah.
/a secret for the initiated. 

lunes, 8 de octubre de 2018

/routines, lawrence ferlinguetti, ed. 1964 (city lights).
/lawrence founded "city lights booksellers & publishers", he's 99 years old, retired, and yet I sent him one copy of 'the underdogs'. you never know.

domingo, 7 de octubre de 2018

domingo, 30 de septiembre de 2018

/two presents.
/the process, polaroid already destroyed but not yet painted/written over.
/destroyed polaroids.

/two presents.
/the process, polaroid already destroyed but not yet painted or written over.
/destroyed polaroids.

martes, 25 de septiembre de 2018

/dice nacho q debió tener una infancia bonita pq apenas la recuerda.

/the grumpiest man on earth; she captures the exact moment when I finish the last chapter of "cannibalism PhD", Mon 24 Sept 2018, 19.26h and grumpy, 'estoy escribiendo, joder'. no one has read it yet.
/in da house. 
/destroyed polaroids.